November 11th, 2008 by Lou

Today was not bad
FABLE 2 IS GREAT, I say
So go play it now

Finally, a post to put into my Random Haiku category.

Jane, thank you so much for yesterday’s comment. You don’t know what it means to me that you said that, even if a part of me feels that it’s wrong to feel that way…..

A short post, but a POST none the less! I didn’t think NaBloPoMo would be so hard, but being serious about this project has made me realize that time management is the secret to success. It isn’t charisma, money, looks, talent or power. It’s TIME MANAGEMENT.

I’m out.

September 27th, 2008 by Lou

Sometimes I feel okay. “Okay” means being able to make my breakfast, take a shower, go out and do anything that needs doing.

Then sometimes I feel like absolute shit. I feel like the world hates me and I hate it, and the best thing to do is to stay inside under the covers and not come out.

I feel the latter more than I feel the former. Why? I’m taking the stupid medication but I feel hazy and fucked up all the time. The Seroquel makes keeps me in a permanent state of drowsiness and the Depakote makes me feel…bleah. We’ll see what happens. I’ll struggle mightily until I find something that makes me feel happy and warm inside.

Do you like my new layout? I do, even though I didn’t think it would look good with my Twitter badge and the like. No, I didn’t make it (scroll down for details) because I’m a lazy bum with free WP Theme sites in her favorites folder.

September 16th, 2008 by Lou

I’ll start off by saying that the nice people at Google approved my application. I’m very excited about it. I mean I don’t think I’ll become a millionaire, but it’ll be nice to see what the results are like, given that I can get more people (as in individuals that are either just like me or appreciate people like me) to come visit my site. Of course, I can’t say things like, “Click my ads! K Thnx” or anything like that, I’d be in direct breech of their policy. Thanks for the approval!

I think I mentioned in a previous post that I’m doing Voice Ensemble this semester…to make a long story short, I can only pass once everyone else knows their part. If it’s obvious to our teacher that most of us can’t hold our shit together, we all fail (anything below a C is a fail). I offered to record our part, and it’s more difficult than I thought it would be. It means having to be awake and do stuff.

I’ve been given new medication and it appears that I may be in fact, Bipolar. Yay!! (Sarcasm intended.) So I take Depakote during the day (it’s a mood stabilizer) and Seroquel at night (a sedative that works better than ANY SLEEPING PILL I’VE EVER TAKEN! PEOPLE, IF YOU NEED A SLEEPING PILL, TAKE SEROQUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and it knocks me out unlike anything I’ve ever taken. It’s too powerful so I take half.

Yay being able to sleep.

I’m seriously thinking that I might go get some food even though it’s really late.

May 22nd, 2008 by Lou

Will be active (in terms of blogging) from today.

Will put up a new layout.