Mental Block
September 27th, 2008 by Lou
Sometimes I feel okay. “Okay” means being able to make my breakfast, take a shower, go out and do anything that needs doing.
Then sometimes I feel like absolute shit. I feel like the world hates me and I hate it, and the best thing to do is to stay inside under the covers and not come out.
I feel the latter more than I feel the former. Why? I’m taking the stupid medication but I feel hazy and fucked up all the time. The Seroquel makes keeps me in a permanent state of drowsiness and the Depakote makes me feel…bleah. We’ll see what happens. I’ll struggle mightily until I find something that makes me feel happy and warm inside.
Do you like my new layout? I do, even though I didn’t think it would look good with my Twitter badge and the like. No, I didn’t make it (scroll down for details) because I’m a lazy bum with free WP Theme sites in her favorites folder.
- Posted in Etc., Happy Pills
September 29th, 2008 at 10:16 pm
I hope you can find something that can help you without making you feel bleh. Unfortunately the only way to know is to try different things. Hopefully it won’t take trying too many before you find something that works for you.
I love the layout choice! Simple and with great colors!
September 30th, 2008 at 1:55 pm
Love the new layout.
I heard that both of those meds make you gain weight, so watch that. My quack was going to put me on Seroquel for anxiety and since I’m already taking one that I can hardly remember to take every night (which ironically, might be the effect of the medication), and because of the weight gain. Negative.