Oh Honestly…
August 31st, 2008 by Lou
Here’s a list of things I actually want to achieve over the next couple of months.
- Start losing weight
- Blog more often and get other projects started
- Start practising again
- See an OB/GYN (that’s “pussy doctor” to you)
- Do something about my wrists once and for all
- Actually go to class regularly (and I mean everything outside of school)
- Clean my room
And this is how my day usually goes:
- Wake up
- Play Advanced Wars
- Eat
- Shit
- Cry
- Eat some more
- Cry some more
- Class?
- Go online
- Try to go to sleep
Damn it to hell. I think I’m getting worse and when I really need to do things I find it so hard to do so. I mean I think I can live without a full time job, maybe just make a little extra money on the side by doing something, I don’t know. I wish someone would hurry up and make a pill that will erase most of my fucked up childhood.
- Posted in Happy Pills, sad
August 31st, 2008 at 11:31 pm
I agree with you - when it comes down to doing something, i rather be lazy and find something else that i rather do. :X
September 1st, 2008 at 8:00 pm
Yes yes I finally have a public blog and i’m really happy with it
So sorry you’re feeling depressed Louise :s
September 3rd, 2008 at 9:11 am
Well that sounds like good plans. I hope you’ll fulfill them all.
I wouldn’t want a full time job either. I don’t understand how anyone manages to work that much and still have a life after work. A life like that doesn’t sound fulfilling, at all.